sad

2/15/2010

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why can't i just think of you and not cry.  i remember you every now and then, but my eyes still shed tears, why? we have good memories of each other, but why does my heart aches every time i remember you?  

i was once asked, to remember the people who made me cry most and hurt me -- then i cried.  i know in my heart that i do not hate you at all, i know deep inside me that i have no anger or anything against you...but i am sad.  

i wanted to smile again every time i remember you.  i wanted to have the excitement again every time i look back and think of you.    

how can your goodbye give tears and cover all our good memories?  why can't i look at your photos without sadness in my eyes?   

this is sad, really sad.